I just want an entry.. I can't think of a title... again 🥲

 

This life, it is very faulty

There are times I feel I'm empty...

As the cold wind passed by, hugging my longing skin

While unbidden tears are falling down to my chin

And music playing that my emotions akin

A thought in my mind ringed, "How have I really been?"

From the breaking of dawn, to the setting of sun

In my mind I say "Today is gonna be fun"

Come night, when all is calm, looking back what I've done,

Something that is fulfilling, I find nothing... none.

But how should 'fulfilling' be actually defined?

Should it be satisfying, to have peace of mind?

Or is it enough to be just good and be kind?

Searching and seeking, now I need my thoughts untwined.

As I am sorting my thoughts, my mind remembered

That we as humans, satisfied––we are never,

There are even things we want to last forever

And we're in vain, unless in our hearts He'll enter.

There is no way for us to belong to His fold

But to detach our hearts from this worldly abode

Surely, even during nights when the wind is cold––

Satisfaction, fulfillment; His hand we can hold.

As I was holding His hand, as He's leading the way

A thought came to my mind and my heart wants to say

By clinging to Him, there'll never be a dismay.

O! This thought I'll apply as I live day by day

Being filled by Him, satisfaction, guaranteed.

Kindness and love, both will show in word and in deed.

Having Him in our lives, He to guide and to lead

Assuredly, nothing, no more will we ever need

Satisfaction and fulfillment, now I have found

And I ought to share it to everyone around.

Only by and through Him will we be safe and sound

So in our lives today, let Him, let His love bound

Realizing that I only need Him to be nigh

Only Him, not this world my needs will satisfy,

With Him, I now live a life with joy by and by

Now I want to share Him, I'll start by saying "Hi!"

Hi! I once thought that I'll never be satisfied.

There were cold sleepless nights, I was weary, I cried.

'Til I learned that only to Him I should abide.

This I tell, let Him fill you, He'll ne'er leave your side.

Empty no more, I'm full and filled,

Satisfied by Him; I am thrilled.